19 April 2011

How i feel about how i look and what i want to change!


Well I just had to do this post about me.

I really want to look better and in my mind the things I need to do are: -

  • Have my hair died and tidied up
  • Get my teeth whitened, I'm feeling really self conscious about them recently
  • Lose some weight off my hips and my belly – I have tried but I just don’t have the motivation I don’t know why
  • My eye brows – I just want them to be plucked and tidied up I know there no huge but too me they feel it
So that’s all the things I need to do to make myself look better, but the problem is they all cost so much money!

I just feel like I need to be more presentable and just feel like I should look more tidy and perfect if you get me, have less messy days where I feel like rubbish and sort it all out?

I am getting my hair done, died and all next week or the week after, but I need to change the way I dress as well, I just need a complete overhaul.

I need someone who is AMAZING at dressing and finding things that will suit other people I just need HELP, badly.

Don’t really know why I'm doing this to be honest it just shows me all the things I want different, but oh did you notice I don’t want any plastic surgery! YAY

I was just sitting here and that I had 3 cans of fizzy drink in front of me, a few weeks or months ago I had a de-tox from anything fizzy and I lasted about a month without any drinks, and I was looking at the open can, which I had only had one drink of and thought, do I really want to be drinking this crap that stains your teeth is full of sugar and doesn’t taste all that good? So I walked to the toilet with this full can of coke and tipped it away, and ive given the other two cans away!

From this day onwards I'm not having any more fast food or fizzy drinks! I mean that I am going to completely cut that rubbish out of my life!

I am obviously still going to have my chicken nuggets at home, as there isn’t much else but I will try and have a salad with them every time.

The declaration I have in the picture above I have taken out my name and stuff as I don’t wont people to know my full real name if you get what I mean? There are a lot of reasons why and I'm not going to go in to them.

Much Love <3 xxx

People sign the declaration with me and try to be good


  1. Wow,that sure sounds like a lot to change. It may be easier to pick just one thing, work on it for a month, then add the others slowly month by month, then at the end of the year POW! You've done a whole lot of stuff! You can make a whole Filofax section for this...:)
    For what it's worth, I think you dress really cute, and you're a lovely young lady.

  2. Hi. Unfortunalty in this day and age its not very hard to find out someones full name on the internet.
    I love your postings, especially those Filofax-related ones.

  3. @ Markus - I do know that, but im just trying to make it a bit harder, if that makes sence